This week has been rather tiring and to tell the truth ~ messed up. Every exact point that I am trying to learn to manage has all been screwed up. Time, health, friendship, projects, spiritual. All screwed up. I haven’t got enough sleep, been taking a bath late at night, I constantly procrastinate, I spend too much time in other people’s dorm ~aigo.
Mid test week is finally over, and to tell the truth I didn’t study for a single subject. Well, except Intro to Computer and IT ~ and even for that I only studied like 7 out of 24 slides. Thankfully it was all easy, so I could answer them all. And I didn’t submit in one assignment, because I haven’t finished it and because of my stupidity I didn’t’ sleep all night ~ resulting in great fatigue and a huge bruise in my thigh (they say it was because I was too tired already). I cannot believe I actually did all those irresponsible actions. I always imagine myself having full percentage in my absent, but that’s not what’s happening at the moment. That’s exactly why I am staying in dorm this weekend; I have like 3 personal assignment to submit in and 1 group presentation to do. Oh yes, I am loaded.
Anyway, here are the lessons that I have learned through all this week.
Lesson 1:
IT ALL COMES BACK DOWN TO PREPARATION.
Ecclesiates 3:10-11
Start everything with God. It’s not luck, but we can live peacefully / “luckily” because we are with God. The key is: Preparation. God has prepared everything for our life; starting from the beginning until its end. We have to be prepared. SUCCESS: 10 percent is the final result, while 90 percent of it is the preparation. Be prepared, be successful, show God’s glory and be trustable.
Lesson 2:
NOT EVERYONE IS NICE.
I am at the point that I rather befriend a dog than human right now. Not to be mean, but sometimes being friends with people can be tiring. People can be very confusing and bewildering at times. People tend to leave you. I kind of get used to it now, but still sometimes the difference in the way when they left is just amazingly surprising. They have all these different reasons and ways to miserly reject and leave you. Either they stare at you, block you around, talk behind your back, turn you down or just simply say it to your face. Rejection just hurts. It hurts like hell.
I think I can understand now, why some people prefer to be alone than to be in a relationship; whether it was as a family, lovers or even only as a friend. Why? Because rejection hurts. Simply because it hurts like hell.
Human fails. Human lets you down. Human leaves you. Human forget. Human is unfaithful. They never do. And in those times who stands up beside you? Jesus Christ. He’s like a fresh wind in spring time, whispering sweet songs in your ear taking you away to a cheerful place where you can simply forget the world and all its sorrow.
Lesson 3:
BIRTHDAY SURPRISES ARE CRUEL.
I just bathe Beto with soy sauce, flour, soap, detergent and egg. I am so scared right now, so scared up to the point I actually amend my facebook profile. I’m not even sure if my girl friends will succeed in showering me, but there’s nothing wrong with a little precaution right? I really don’t want to be showered under those dirty and nasty birthday potion. It’s disgusting. And it’s cruel also.
Lesson 4:
TIME IS EVERYTHING.
To do everything, you need all the time you need. Lately I’ve been feeling that there are just so many things to do, yet so and very little time. That is why I should stop procrastinating. Because the more I hold back, the more I waste things ~ energy, idea, creativity, resources, money, credit, etc. If there is free time you should do whatever thing that you can finish up. Time is gold.
Lesson 5:
LIFE IS ALL ABOUT MAKING DECISION AND CHOICES.
Even from the moment you open your eyes early in the morning you have the choice whether you want to be happy or you want to spend the day in sadness. Then through the day you have other choices and decision to make. Like whether you want to eat lunch or starve yourself, whether you want to take a bath or make yourself stink like a skunk, whether you want to do your homework or play around until you feel nausea. It’s all choices and decision that you make for yourself.
Lesson 6:
BRAIN IS IMPORTANT.
I have come to the realization that I tend to fall for guys who have broadminded than those who has that “coverboy” type of face. I like a guy who has a lot of experiences, ideas, knowledge. Their erudition attracts me more than their appealing face, eyes, lip or nose. I like people who I can talk to about a lot of things. Movies, French film, books, quotes, life advices, personal experiences, etc. Brain is important. Not the main point, but it affects almost 40 percent of the grade.
Lesson 7:
YOUR BODY IS YOUR NUMBER ONE ASSET.
Without your body there is practically nothing you can do. This one thing is the perfect way to invest your money in. Like seriously, you deserve all the best food there is. You deserve the healthiest diet, fruit, and snacks. You deserve a massage, a facial and a creambath. You deserve it. Especially after all the long and tiring days, you deserve it all. Your body needs a time out, like a car ~ for some times it needs to get into the pit to be tuned up.
Those are the lessons that I have learned through this week. I hope whatever I haven’t done I will do it this time, and the ones I did wrong I will make sure I do right next time. Anyway, I’ve been in love with “The Feeling” and “The Cardigans” these days.
And this one goes to Mr. Evil,
Don’t make me sad
The feeling
And I’ve know all your game
And I’ve seen what you’ve seen
And I’ve read all your book on your shelf and in your looks
Still I don’t understand who is there in your hand
Why you make and you steal for a love that isn’t real
Happiness can find you anywhere
Happiness can find you anywhere
In the field by your stone I can sit for days alone
Not a thought for myself not my happiness or health
Just a fool that I love
With a push and a shove
It ain’t easy to be true but I do it just for you
Happiness can find us anywhere
Happiness can find us somewhere
Oh. I am interested in joining a “Jeet Kun Do” class, taught by Marc ~ the lecturer that me and Stivo call VinDiesel. Haha. It’s a Korean martial art by the way, and yes once again I am tempted only because of the fact that it is Korean. But, before I enter the class I had a warm up fight with Goldyman and Erte. (pictures coming soon!)
♥chrisya
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